I Can't Help But Wonder


I thought I’d been dreaming

but now,

though the mists are down

swamping everywhere 

in a gloomy miasma,

I appear awake.


It seems

it was no dream

and I’d been walking,

sleep-walking,

passing the effigies

of my past times.


Me 

as a child

growing up

growing older

and older.

Me

in my lost time.


And now, 

awake or asleep

I’m disoriented

sleepwalking

into uncertainty

living the dream

as the future closes in

like a structure of mutating cells.


And the full moon approaches.

https://poetsonline.org/archive/arch_uncertainty.html



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