Then The girl in the portrait is standing still pale as England, slim and serious as I stood then. Hair chopped above her shoulders with a little curl allowed as mine was then. A little curl allowed, in memory of it’s ringlets earlier than then. Then it grew longer and we pulled it straight. So now, it’s more like it was before then. Before then, when it was longer still, and ironed straight under thick brown paper. It had been shorter still before then it’s feminine length curtailed, but with a little curl allowed, a reminder of it’s ringlets earlier than then. Of it’s earlier hated ringlets grown from loose curls. Ringlets cut when father died. Not until then. https://poetrywivenhoe.org/2026/10/day-1398-then-white/