Dizzy


You turned my head so many times

I felt dizzy

in a permanent state of dizziness

my head spinning round

full of your sweet sayings,

full of my sweet thoughts

and I couldn’t deny them.

I couldn’t deny you

anything.

I felt I was drowning in you,

drowning in my own smiles

which are turning to tears now

as I hear your denials

time after time 

you deny me,

denied you cared for me.

I am encircled by your denials

drowning in them now,

turning this way and that

till I’m dizzy

still dizzy,

holding on to your chair

for support.

I’m in denial,

disempowered

pretending you’re still there.


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