Motherly Love
I have spent a lifetime
trying to break away,
trying to break out,
trying to find myself.
Always on the edge,
always on the outside,
not quite a part,
of it, not quite
a beatnik,
or a mod,
hippy, or
punk.
I was early to realise that
what she wanted me to be
was what she had wanted
for herself, about her, not me.
I wanted to escape such love.
I thought I could escape.
I thought I had escaped.
And I did, surely I did
escape
some
of it.
But not all.
Not enough.
So even now I feel tethered.
After all this time of leaving
her behind,
I remain
unsure
of my
own.
https://www.amazon.com/Microaggression-Then-Now-Don-Beukes/dp/1945791500/ref=as_sl_pc_tf_til?tag=c0d4a-20&linkCode=w00&linkId=d2bc9bd464a278199ef9e85826739e61&creativeASIN=1945791500

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